|06:02 pm - My Last Entry|
Well. This is going to be my last entry. I just want to let all you guys know how much i love yall and appreciate your support. I tend to write too many personal things that for one should be kept to myself sometimes and second these things should be mentioned in person...to the people i care about and whom i want to talk to about these things. Ive learned in the past two weeks and the hard way (as i always do..i can never get anything from what people tell me) that i can only trust few people..and that actions speak louder than words. I am going to write a side note to a few people just to let them know what they mean to me b/c sometimes i don't let them know.
Dad and Deb : I haven't really thanked you guys for listening to me and preaching to me about certain things. I do appreciate what you guys tell me. I know you guys are just looking out for me.
BJ : all the lies i ever told you..i am sorry..and i hope that you can forgive me..and it seems i didn't learn from that relationship..i just went on to sri and continued what i did to you..except for different reasons..
Terry and Dale : thanks for telling me exactly whats on your mind. I appreciate it. most of the time. ;)
Sarah : for all those late night chats..of men..;)..and letting me just say things to you..and let it all out in the open..and letting me know its okay to cry..
Vlad : FOr telling me straight up waht you think..and about how i am..making me think about things..i like that a lot
Rossie : Making me laugh. you always know how to make me laugh. and just feel tha ti am still alive.
Ellen : Ha...all those talks of men..and finding my clarinet..who couldn't be better..LOL
JO : I haven't gotten to see or talk to you much...but those comments did mean a lot
Nikki : Letting me know that your here. it feels nice.
Bubloo : Last but not least. Thanks so much for listening to me and talking to me..i know ur probably tired of hearing about sri..but thanks for ur input..and reassuring me everything will be okay :)
Thanks you guys :) Have fun! Im out :) ~Lauren E. Schultz